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" I need to do yoga or meditation or get a massage for like an hour or...well nevermind not with the kids around."

"Well maybe sometime we can find a babysitter that doesn't have kids."

" that would be really nice. "

"I know. I'm sorry we dont get much time alone."

" its fine Damian. we got used to it. we still talk. "

"I know but this is the stuff that slowly develop rifts in relationships."

" well face it who can we really ask? all your friends would hit on me and my friends go party all the time."

"Darling half my friends are gay and before you go there they won't hit on me a lot of them have already gotten their asses kicked over that."

" one argument to be made your brother is gay and he still has a weird attraction to me. thats all im saying. and when you call me darling you remind me of tristan . its awkward. too bad the kids are in the house sleeping. " *Sera crawls in his lap*

"Well there's Tristan and then there's GAY." *Wraps his arms around Sera* "Tristan's only gay because of Drew I swear he started it all."

" so you are saying my brother is crazy? my brother is gay beyond comprehension. he always has been but denied who he was, Tristan I'm not so sure about. "

"Well I think if it wasn't for Drew Tristan might not have been gay. He just couldn't get away from that attraction though."

" yeah I avoid people who suggest my brother is hot..like for real. its gross....you have no idea what I had to listen to from the girls at school and have to be like and hes gay okay. he isn't wanting to be getting all up in your nasty ass shit." *Sera shakes her head* " apparently its a gift in this family of mine. everyone has good looks and we get followed around like celebs. "

"Well you can't exactly blame them. Up until recently no one knew for sure he was gay shit he didn't even act like he knew."

" thats because of how he got treated. I wasn't about to judge someone for being interested in the same sex. we all love someone or something. and my brother isn't any different cause hes gay. hes all I really had until you. "

"Well you know I'm trying not to be hostile or anything but me not liking him has nothing to do with him being gay. It's all because of what I've seen Tristan go through. All the hospital visits, the psychiatrists our mom made him go to. All the time he spent locked in his own room crying. It's not something that's easy to forgive."

" i know that. Drew isn't perfect and I didn't get to see him when Tristan and him had started up something. I would have talked my brother out of leaving. His ex wife was a bitch and when she found out who I was she harassed me alot. My best friend had to step in . Drew like me wanted to please his family by being with her and our family never would consider that drew had plans with Tristan. Dom is a happier child away from her mom . I try not to say anything bad about her cause its Dom's mother but it fuels me and i'm a good and nice person. My brother was an idiot when trying to sort out his feelings. I can't help but think drew and Tristan should have talked before drew up and left. from what I know he didn't let Tristan know. which hurt Tristan more. My brother isn't perfect but hes learning to be more mature in the decisions he makes. I haven't seen him be himself around anyone. When I thought I loved tristan I think I just wanted to help him feel better about the whole situation in which he went through. I can't stand to see someone in pain."

"Yeah but no one can help those two but themselves. It's just who they aren't they don't really let other people in."

" I didn't know how to do that either but i'm happier I let you in at least. it wasn't the hardest thing of my life to just let someone who i'm vulnerable around."

"Sometimes it's easier than others. Especially if you know you can trust that person."

" well I only really trusted you so far in my life. "

"Well that's not good. I mean I'm glad you trust me but you need more than one person to rely on."

" like who? everyone else doesn't really seem trustworthy. I got tired of being hurt."

"Well in Tristan's defense he's pretty trustworthy if you're not trying to get in his pants."

" I wouldn't even know how to talk to him. I mean its still awkward for me."