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" we had it good for a while....better than most people....now you can do whatever you want your free."

"why does hearing you say that hurt so damn bad... "

" because we know its over......"

"But it shouldnt be.. those words feel like they could make the world fall apart.."

" tristan....my world ended when you told me about my sister....."

"Do you have to keep breaking my heart even more.. no I pretty much brought that one on myself I shouldnt complain"

" no you wanted me to be honest......and tell you things......while we are hurting its better to get it while its there."

"This is just so wrong.. I wish I could just hold you and tell you to feel better but I dont have the right to do that"

" we can't leave things like this......we should take a break from eachother somehow........but we can't end it like that.....hurting eachother that much."

"Hana's never going to forgive me... and thats the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you.. I hope you at least know that"

*hana hiccups and bursts into tears* " hey hana come her kiddo." *drew rocks her and sings* " daddys gonna make everything alright
everytime you cry
everytime you need me
I will be here just waiting
don't wait until your hurting just reach out and take my hand
daddy loves you baby doll
your pain is my pain
don't cry without me
hush,hush

*bites his lip* "damn it I'm not going to cry."

" you can sing daddy? why did no one tell me?" *hana closes her eyes and drew keeps singing*
" I'm not the best person in the world
but its me that tries
I never expected any of this
when the world is crashing down around us
its you that brings me back into the light
all of us have someone we love
me i can only love you and only you
please give me the strength to stand alone even for tonight
i have someone that needs me tonight"

*walks outside* "Lex is going to murder me.. I dont doubt mason's going to be pissed to.."

*mason is sleeping on the lawn with arisa in his arms*

*picks mason up and carries him in and sits him on the couch* "drew just remember.. I'm still going to be here no matter what. I'll always love you, and if I ever give her up slap the shit out of me. because after what us being together is costing everyone if I do I deserve it"

*arisa cuddles against him* " everything went wrong...but you know we always make it through ' *drew carries hana to her bed and comes back and kisses tristan on the forehead* " I want to fix things......please........"

"So do I.. but it's not the same.. we always made it through because we wanted to be with each other it's different now" *hugs him*

" did this happen because we stopped liking eachother that way?"

"No.. I still love you more than I know how to handle... and it feels weird not being with you.. its been so long.. that its like everything changes"

*drew pulls tristan against him* " guess we aren't getting through this......if you and sera work things out.....please make her happy.....and treat her good.......I love her......and you. I just want you to be happy."

"It's so weird knowing I cant hold you like I used, knowing you're not mine anymore.. I've gotten to used to it.. it was like there was no way it was ever going to end.. like it was impossible... it was as sure as the sun coming up each morning.. my world doesnt make sense like this"

" you're the one pushing me away.......telling me what you want.......I'm doing what you want for once......something I should have done ......I should have held you and cuddled you and treated you right.......this is the only chance I have to make you happy......dont let me fuck this one up."

"too late.. everything is fucked up for us from here on out.. "

"see you're making it worse.......I'm going to bed."