rpness... dont question the crack

" fyi they don't stay open that late......thats porn you're thinking of. Besides this vibrator you're going to use it on me how you want."

"do you mind sheesh i get a break from my job for two weeks and i still cant get any decent sleep..."

*Sera puts her hand on her hip* " fine....." *Sera steps outside and lays her head against her knees*

*Goes out and slides down beside her* "You know i wouldnt of complained if i wanted to be alone. I wanted you to lay down with me"

" I can't sleep.....and the only person I sleep next to is corey."

"You know a little change wouldnt kill you"

" you don't know if it would or wouldn't..have you tried being me? oh wait weird ass question.....that would be kinky and so very weird.'

"You know its not easy on me either. I havent liked anyone since aidens mom. But holding onto things isnt going to get you anywhere"

" yeah unfortunately I know that...but I mean you see how sexy my baby is......i mean how could you want to sleep next to someone else?"

"Haha yea and you know tristan does care. I know he tells me everything. But him and drew ... I dont know really how to put it theyre like a force of nature no one can stop it"

" well since I don't like anal I don't think me and him were compatiable......but right now I'm just trying to enjoy my life and my son." * corey starts to cry*

"Well its not like tristan does it anyway... Come on you look at him hes obviously on bottom..."

*Sera laughs* " well i had to make a gay joke. I mean we dont get enough of them."

"True... Maybe tomorrow we should take corey to the park... You know you shouldnt use him as an excuse. I love kids theyre cute and you cant help but like them."

" fine.....but I can't go....I have things to take care of."

"Of course... You know i find it hard to believe that you trust me more than tristan because you trusted him with something you obviously dont trust me with... Your heart."

" well thats because I was in love with him.....so i spent most of that time just letting myself give in....it was a huge mistake.....and I can't take it back......and it hurts alot."

"Of course it does... Its not like i think its going to bd easy for you to get over. But youre trying so hard not to even give me a chance."

" not that...I'm being careful with how far I'm letting this go..besides you don't know me......not completely....you know a little girl that cried all the time...not the one that ran away.......and you keep trying to push into things.....you gotta understand...you may like me.....but you're not in love with me....not with the person i am anyway."

"I know a hell of alot more than my brother ever would. He doesnt understand anyone but himself and drew. He doesnt get what it feels like to be vunerable and alone. He never has been alone. I never said i expected you to love me right now. But you cant know you wont if you keep on thinking of me like my brother. You cant think everyones going to hurt you because he did"

" I'm 16..the fact is I didn't believe i could love anyone..the fact that it happened..scared me.......I'm always going to have those insecurities and not because of him..but because of what and who i am."

"It shouldnt scare you though. Its good to have someone whos there for you no matter what you do. Whos going to do anything they can to take care of you. You just happened to fall in love with a kid who doesnt care who gets hurt if he doesnt have to see it. Thats what makes it bad"

" you don't think so much of your brother.....you know hes actually pretty immature."

"Of course i do. And i do love him i just know he has his faults is all"

" yeah I'm sure of that." *Sera gets up and grabs corey* " what's wrong buddy?"