rpness... dont question the crack

*sera giggles* " I can vouch for it somewhat.....especially when you kiss me.......but thats another thing and yeah you should show me sometime....but where its actually warmer.....cause um yeah.'

"haha I wouldnt want to yet anyway.. you're too innocent.. I'd ruin that."

*sera pouts* " i'd still be innocent....besides .....well nevermind."

"would too ruin it. You're so innocent and it's adorable. I bet you don't even know where all you like to be touched yet.. or how you'd react.. it's fun to take your time and find out all those little things first"

*sera blushes* " well um......yeah I suppose so."

"I know so. I didn't get to do all that until later. Because as young as I was I came onto Drew not the other way around.. and at first he couldnt keep his hands off me long enough to take his time.. I don't want to do that to you"

" oh right....but don't like avoid me later.......I knew this guy once.....when I wasn't going to do it with him....he left me."

"But I'm the one saying no not you. I'm not saying it this way to make Drew look bad. I don't regret a single minute of anything. But it all comes down to one major difference. Yeah I do want to take that innocence from you in a way. But I want to do it gently.. I pretty much had mine ripped from me"

" you treat me like I'm something you don't want to break....that I'm perfect.....I'm not perfect and I make all kinds of mistakes......and I always get with the wrong guys....so you don't have to worry about what i want....and yeah its nice your spending time on me....it's something no one one else has ever done for me.....your so sweet."

"No one's perfect. But you're important to me. What kind of asshole would I be if I didn't worry about what you want"

" you would be half the male population.....and I always hated gay guys......no offense......and it wasn't because of the orientation its how they treated me....there some of the reason I hate guys......then theres another reason I'm not going into."

"Well I'm sorry half the male population sucks.. believe me I know"

" well how would you know? you spent half your life liking guys."

"That's why I know... You know thats why my parents sent me to private school. I got the shit beat out of me by other guys when I was younger over that"

" I was the only straight girl in my school.....I got beat up alot like that....after a while you don't feel the pain you just become numb to it....I'm sorry tristy." *sera scoots closer to him and rests her head against his chest*

"Or you start fighting back"

" but I can't tristan....I'm really weak....my brothers tried to teach me to fight and I couldn't do it. I hate relying on people. "

"It's alright and you know I act like it's some big deal well sometime you ought to ask Drew how old I really was the first time I slept with him.. then maybe you'll see"

" your so young still tristan....and you kinda rushed yourself....maybe it was because of being afraid of losing the one person you like....and I think thats why I keep throwing myself at you."

"Which is exactly why I don't want you to.. I mean I don't regret it.. But I regret how things happened.. I don't want that to happen to you.. your virginity is a precious thing. You need to think if you really want to give up something like that to me. Because unfortunatly for you I'm more than willing to take it"

" your the only I want to take it....because you mean so much to me in a short time and I want you to have it and no one else.....yeah its important to me......but......"

"Besides it hurts like hell the first time.. not for long but it's almost unbearable.. Drew almost cried first time he bottomed and it's worse for girls."

*sera grins* " yeah but your worried about me....most guys that wanted to take it from me....they wouldn't care ....its all about putting their dicks in......idiots I swear."

"Well sorry I actually care about people. You're important to me the last thing I want to do is treat you like other guys would"

" mm I know you won't..... so your a werewolf right? can I see? if its not a lot of trouble."