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" kinda late now." *corey giggles and puts his hand in his mouth* " you know I miss my kids right now."

"Sorry if I knew what to do I'd tell you to go home and be with them. But as soon as we get this little one out here then you go"

" actually its simple.....but watching someone you love be in pain isnt....you'll be a natural if you get to help her."

"Gosh I'm so worried I'm going to ruin this kid. I mean I'm far from being perfect"

*Drew puffs on a cigarette* " you'll be fine....we always think we will be bad parents until they are in our arms...then there is nothing as perfect..and innocent..in this world. My kids were my everything when they were born..and no one can take that feeling...am I the best parent? no but I know not many people are...I made a lot of mistakes with Dom....and all my kids.....but i'm still learning...and so are you."

*Fans smoke away from Corey* "Hey you shouldn't smoke around kids when they're young enough that their lungs are still developing you know. Not exactly good for them"

*drew puts it out in his hand* " I think tristan would kill me if he knew...my lungs aren't good enough already. So this stays between us." *Drew smooths a washcloth over sera's forehead*

"You think he doesn't know already. He doesn't miss much especially about you. He just doesn't bitch about it because he drinks so he knows he's not exactly right either. You shouldn't try and hide things from him"

" I'm trying to be better as a person for his sake...so i'd rather quit my stupid addiction by myself."

"you're too harsh on yourself. If things don't bother him why do you worry so much"

" because if I quit my addictions....I could help him with his....I just want to do something good for us." *Sera opens one eye and yells at drew* " Drew I think the baby's coming now!"

"Well we have other priorities at the moment"

*Drew runs to sera and bends down over her* " I'm going to make Damian hold your legs apart so you feel more comfortable..we have to keep your legs up." *Drew looks over at Damian * " you think you can handle this?"

'Im not totally imcompetent sheesh"

*sera grabs drews hand and squeezes* " I want it out soon." *drew moves out of the way so damian can replace him* " i'm asking if you can...because its not exactly a good sight."

"Of course she's my girlfriend and its my kid"

*Sera rolls her eyes* " husband idiot..." *sera lays her head back and drew positions her * "okay unfortunately the most painful part.you have to push...and it won't be easy.....or a short process." *Sera lays her head back and pushes* " fuck this shit hurts....can it stay there?"

"No unfortunatly not.. and meep she said husband"

*drew smacks damian * " shut the fuck up....you've been together long enough." *Sera tries to push again and drew stops her* " you can't keep pushing like that...you could tear ." *sera's eyes widen* " I don't give a fuck.....it hurts! you try pushing a kid out ."

"I'm not complaining it's just she's the one constantly pushing me away"

" because shes miss independent all the time. with her you have to push back." *Sera pushes again and gives drew the finger*

"I just don't like feeling that I'm in her life against her will it's awkward"

*Drew shakes his head* " just don't worry about it. right now...you need to hold onto to the baby's head..since Sera won't listen to me."

*Puts his hands under the baby* "Gosh it's so tiny"

*sera grabs onto the blanket* " okay a few more pushes should do it....bear down and give a big push." *sera closes her eyes and pushes hard* " it hurts like hell. i'm not doing this ever again."