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"Wait for it.. it gets worse"

" worse in what way?"

"In the .. it's your sister.. kinda way"

" seraphina? she's been missing for years."

"ughh... yeah so I heard.. but me and Mason kind of bumped into her on the way here..." *Sits down and pulls his knees up to his chest* "You hate me now don't you?"

*drew shakes his head* " no,I'm just worried......and if you are in questioning I want to put this wedding aside, because I can't let you do the what ifs......and if your doing that when I'm married......it would be cheating beyond reason and it would hurt worse........so just do your own thing for a few days......I love you tristan." *kisses his forehead*

"But I don't want to be away from you either.. I don't know what to do.. "

" I'm still here aren't I? besides you will stay at the house.....you can't just be out there alone."

"Yeah but if I'm around you I'm not going to want to not be with you.. and I can't be all over you and even trying to figure this out at the same time"

" then go find my sister......and talk to her......i will go home and make sure the kids are okay. just promise you will come back to me sometime."

"I can't just do that... You did all this for me and I'm pushing you away at the worst possible time... after all you've done for me.. when theres not even a guarantee she's even going to like me anyway."

*drew rests his head on tristans * " yeah but...if you don't even try......how will you know?"

"I spent so much time worrying you were going to do something like this someday.. and I'm the one putting you through total hell.. I'm sorry.."

*drew smiles* " yeah but it happens.....I can't stop you......you got too much willpower......and it would be wrong of me to ask you not to. " *drew lowers his head and leaves the room*

*gets up and grabs his arm* "No it wouldn't.. Actually I wish you would.. not saying it'd stop me you're right im a stubborn kid.. Besides she's got school.. so at least for now.. don't leave me"

*drew hugs him* " you know......something.......i know if she comes over tonight......your going to want to act on it.....its why I said what I did."

"Yeah I'm a very will-oriented person.. what makes this so bad is I know I'm hurting you.. besides really like she's going to want anything to do with me when she finds out I was supposed to be marrying her brother"

" tristan if I know my sister.......at all......she's not in school.....she probably got kicked out. yeah I'm hurting......but ......you need to do this and find out what's going to happen."

"You know I can't promise you I'm not going to hurt you more.. considering the circumstances I can probably tell you I'm going to... But no matter what I love you.. Besides how the hell should I know where she's at.."

" hmm ......mason might know where she went......and if she went somewhere its usually by a river.....it's where she goes alot. so the closest river......you would find her."

"Why do you have to make this so easy.. why can't you fight it.."

" because I'm scared okay......I don't know what else to do.......and if I stop you....." *drew drops to his knees* " just ......"

"This isn't going to be easy no matter what I do is it.. "

" I know that......I just wanted you to realize this is something I could never do to you.....and you were so scared i'd do that......do you know what it meant.....when I bought you that ring?"

"Yea I was worried about it.. because I know you wouldnt on purpose but it's not something that can be helped.. believe me if it was we wouldnt be doing this.."