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" because kaoi said something in this vid and its something very true......it helps me through each day......you need to see it."

"BUt I'm making it just fine.. and I think that'd just be too much.."

" no I thought so once to......when I was screaming and crying...lexi put that dvd in....."

"But I'm doing fine I dont need help. I mean yeah it hurts but nothings ever going to stop that."

" yeah ......but when you feel you can watch....it......please do......because it was made for you."

"actually right now I just want to talk to Lex.. and I want you to make sure no one else listens in it's something I want to talk about with just her."

" alright.....lexi get yo ass out here." *lexi comes out with a bowl of frosting* " shut up......its just me and my frosting don't judge."

"Lex.. what would you do if Kaoi wasn't dead.. and before you start a thats impossible rant what if its not. You know as well as I do that death angels even more so than other magical creatures are bound to contracts.. so considering that one you have if he's dead they shouldnt be able to touch you.. so why are they after you.. what if someone had kinda kidnapped him and hid him while you guys werent paying attention.. what if what you guys saw was fake.. I mean you know death angels dont like to be wrong and mess up what if it was all a spell and you didnt really see anything.. would you be mad at that person.. even if they hadnt told you all this time.. because they knew anyone who knew wouldnt be safe.. would you be mad hmm"

" what the hell? all this because of the frosting.....jesus and yeah suppose i would be mad."

*looks at his feet* "Then kill me now. I figured you'd be happy. I mean yeah it kind of put you in danger.. But it helped him.. Why do you think I'm the only one who never cried..I'm sorry I just didnt want to put you guys in danger but everyone was so depressed and.. I'm sorry ok im just fucking sorry. But now you know"

" you idiot......its the same reason I was almost killed......it was because of you?!"

"It's easier to defend someone who can fight back than a little kid ok.. Gosh I try to help and damn..At least you were old enough to defend yourself some until someone could help you.. He wasnt.. " *crosses his arms and sits down on the floor* "I said i'm sorry I only did what I thought was for the best"

" you could have gotten killed.......and everyone else......not just one person......tristan."

"At least it wouldnt have been a kid... and look no ones freaking dead are they.. if he'd of still been there what are the odds he would be. Even if it was wrong I was trying to help. But do I even get a single damn thank you. See if I ever even try to help again. Everyone can go fuck themselves"

" tristan knock it the fuck off......before I punch you.......see I'm angry because you could have died.........yeah I'm grateful.......but you do stupid things.......and I need you........so just quite saying that no one thanks for you shit........cause I do."

"Well this was the biggest fucking thing I've ever done. I dont give a shit about me.. But I do about you and him and Mom, that was way more important than if I was ok. He's a kid if I'd of even thought twice about my own safety over his I'd of never forgiven myself"

" yeah I know....... now get over here and eat my frosting."

"haha don't you want to see him? I thought you'd of thought about that by now. I had to keep him close enough that I could watch him"

" um yeah!........but let me finish my frosting."

"You finish your frosting.. mommy you call uncle and get his ass over here I dont care how.."

*lexis mom sighs and grabs the phone* " ello lover......so get your ass over here and bring the yaoi......I have run out."

"Well I guess that works.. Now he can stop fucking moping and miss me abit after this"

*lexi yells over the phone* " dont forget french fries!"

"speaking of yaoi whos bored?"

" um I'm tired........" *tama jumps off the stairs and lands on tristan*