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"You sure it's kind of a long story"

*sera nodds* " mm hmm."

"Well um.. it was kind of way back the new years eve when I was 13. Lucas had all the boys in the police academy along with his squad at the time at his new years party. He was my teacher at the academy.. All the other guys were older than me. Lucas and me had been close he was my mentor. Keep in mind he's a great guy.. when he's sober. He was drunk before I ever even got there.. we were just talking.. about stupid academy shit and stuff. He thought I needed to loosen up I was way too stressed for a kid my age. Needless to be said before the night was over I was drunk out of my damn mind, and we were talking again. He was congratulating me on my test scores and he kissed me.. mind you it was innocent enough.. then. I'd kind of had a thing for him.. not like I expected anything.. or wanted anything for that matter. It was just one of those kid things were you don't really want them its just an infatuation. Well it got worse from there... way worse... I dont remember being too ummm involved in the whole thing... but I dont remember saying no either.. and in his defense when he sobered up he did apologize. He even offered to quit the police force. But I knew it wouldve never happened if he was sober so I couldnt hold it against him. But its why we dont talk now... much. I mean I was 13 Lucas was already 25"

*sera puts her knees to her chest* " but ....that means i have all the more reason to worry ...."

"Quite the opposite actually... I still find guys cute.. but I can't stand you know.. being intimate with them. The reason I'm worrying about it now is because I was just around his stupid drunk ass and I always feel terrible about it.. with guys its all the time"

" oh I see. " *sera curls up and rests against the pillow*

"Yeah so don't worry.. no guy is ever going to replace you."

" Damion maybe I should go to sleep I don't feel so well."

"Then go to sleep... but if you start feeling worse let me know. I don't want anything to happen to you"

" alright." *Sera slowly falls asleep holding Damion's hand*

*Curls up next to her* "gosh how can one girl have me feeling so much shit"

*sera giggles in her sleep *

"ohh you shut it you're supposed to be sleeping"

*sera rolls over with her arm over her face and mumbles*

*Puts his arm over her and cuddles up against her* "now shush woman.. before I have to get you when you wake up"

*sera cuddles into her pillow and smiles happily*

*Tristan glares at Drew* "And so what if I'm drinking your not my dad... ok yeah i did just get out of the hospital.. what else is new"

*Drew rips the bottle out of his hand and dumps into a plant* " you're drinking like an alcoholic."

"But in all fairness it's new years eve... so is everyone else.."

" you're sick for fuck sakes....the kids are watching you....theres a reason I'm not drinking."

"Fine... but you owe me.. and since I can't drink you can't just buy me more.. you'll have to figure something out. I'll listen and be a good boy."

" I'm going to make a new years resolution..and you can drink some other time....you aren't going to drink your problems away anymore."

"Pfttt. I don't drink them away... there's other things invented for keeping my mind off issues that are much more entertaining. andddd ohh I want to know what it is."

" Seriously i'm going to be more stern with you....if you're going to drink it won't be the hard stuff....you do drink your problems away everytime your upset...everytime we fight..or when your stressed......you do realize drinking only makes you more depressed."

"But but.. see this is why I don't like it.. you get mean. I already said I'd stop the first time gosh you don't have to keep rubbing it in."