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"this just gets harder everyday. I told myself that when you left I wasnt going to cry and I wasnt going to ask you to stay.. that I wasnt going to let it hurt me.. at least not in front of you. But I dont think I can do that.. I'm going to want to beg you to stay.. even though I have no right to"

" yeah who said it wasn't hard? you think theres a sign out there saying life and relationships is easy? I used to think relationships were meant to be perfect.......I was innocent and naive......but i know better.....and I fell in love with you now.....it's not perfect......but its not bad either....don't you dare cry........when you damn well know you make me happy."

"I know relationships arent easy.. I've been through my fair share of shit in my time. But thats not what hurts.. it's the mere idea of letting go of someone you care about this much... actually doing it.. the idea itself is unbearable"

*sera digs her fingernails into his back* " yeah I know....cause I had to do it before......but not in this way....." *sera kisses along his neck and slips out of her dress* " do you see the scar along my stomach? I have so many scars......I never told my brother about them....or how I got them.....i think they are ugly......but I need you to see them."

*kisses it* "They are not.. honestly I admire scars... in a way they tell the stories we're too afraid to admit ourselves"

*sera wraps her arms around his neck* " please touch me......and hold me....."

*pulls her body against his* "I cant do anything but hold you right now.. Just the idea that I'm going to have to let you go.. its too hard.. the more attached I get the worse its going to be. But I cant help but want to hold you.. you need it.. and I just want to be here for you"

*sera lets her hair loose * " mmmm I know.....but what about you?"

"like I've said before doesnt matter. You need me right now. Nothing else matters"

" reminds me of a song.......almost everything does though."

*rubs her back and sings* "I'd do anything to see you smile
Even if the world was crashing down around us
I'd hold you in my arms until the very last breathe I had
If I meant I got to hear those words again
So no matter what happens, or where you go
Just promise me one final thing
That'll you'll be happy, it's all I can ask
Share that radiance of yours with everyone around
Make this my last request, just smile for me and tell me that you love me
One last time before we say our final goodbyes"

*sera grins * " cute and you want me to say i love you? thats easy....." *sera blushes* " I love you tristy."

"haha I love you too silly.."

*sera yawns* " I feel exhausted and you have to get back to my brother soon."

"Yeah I guess I do"

*sera starts to fall asleep*

*walks outside* "Question is do I even have the energy to get all the way back there"

*lexi pulls up in drews car* " tristan hurry up...."

*gets in the car* "Should I even ask why you were paying enough attention to notice I left"

" well......I got worried.....cause you weren't there and drew was freaking out and I assumed you were here......you okay?"

"mostly yeah.."

" thats not convincing.....something happen with her?"

*lays his head on her shoulder* "I'd rather not talk about"

" I figured.....don't worry it will get better......you have drew and me and morgan and the kids...."

"Lex I havent got dumped.. yet"