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"Most of the people around here have been. I'm suprised Morgan isn't yet."

" shes too innocent with matt. but then again I don't know morgan as well as everyone else." *sera blushes* " thats embarrassing i dont know her that well."

"Actually Matt's the innocent one she just doesn't act too bad around him for the sake of not embarassing him. You should've seen her with Tristan. She's farrrrr from innocent."

" do you think i'm innocent?" *Sera stares at him* " well why not act like herself so matt knows what to expect?"

"No.. obviously not.. and well she just doesn't want to worry him."

" would it be better if I was more innocent? and I don't think she could worry him. sometimes honesty with a person is better than anything. but in a few months i'm getting myself a new motorcycle ."

"You're fine just the way you are so shush.. She just adjusts to who she's with. She was very openly sexual with Tristan. It's something you just have to let happen"

" I miss the baby its only been like twenty minutes." *Sera tries to stand up and winces* " im still sore from the baby." *Sera runs towards the baby and carries her outside* " and really I thought guys were into innocent girls."

"Some are, some aren't..."

" so what did you want in a girl?"

"You... You're badass and you don't take shit from anyone. You're not afraid to be open about your sexuality but you're not a slut either it's awesome"

*sera shrugged* " i'm not that great. I'm not strong in that sense that I can protect myself cause I can't . I always felt weak and dependent on my brothers, I have a short temper but thats just cause of my inner demon. You are the one who always thinks so highly of me. My own parents hated my existence and shipped me away for years. until i finally got emanicpated. now i'm an adult and have to depend on you cause i'm scared of ever being alone. "

"So let's be realistic who isn't scared of being alone. Growing up I always had tristan. The way he looked up to me made me want to be a better person and it made everything ok because he was there."

" Well you had your downfalls though as a person you aren't perfect. neither am I. I just hate the panic I feel when you are gone and i'm alone. I know i have the kids.....but its not the same."

"Just because I'm not there doesn't mean I'm gone. Gone means you aren't coming back. I'll always be back."

*sera jumps on him* " that better be a promise. "

"Of course.. You worry too much"

" I can't help that. its just a part of who I am, I don't like my insecurities."

"But you give in to them. Just don't give yourself time to worry"

* the baby squirms* " I think i'm squishing her." *Sera lays the baby down on her jacket* " I know I shouldn't give in, why do you get to be so perfect?"

"I'm not just ask tristan... I'm possesive and overprotective and I worry about things too much."

" no but you are perfect for me. I know tristan was my first......but you are so much different you are the guy I loved in my childhood. I just thought tristan and I had a connection but it didn't exist and then you come into my life. I don't know how I got so lucky ."

"Eh you think I'm better than I really am"

*sera nodds* " I did. every time I cried or was upset you took care of me . "

"Eh it's because I didn't like seeing you cry. It doesn't make me the good guy"