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"Why so you don't have to explain that tama comes from your biology.."

" yeah that to.....and him and look nothing and we don't even act the same." *Tama glares* " I thought you loved me."

"Well Christian acts just like me when I was little I couldn't deny him if I wanted to... not that I do"

*Tama puffs out his chest and howls* " See what I mean?" *lexi raises an eyebrow* " he's nothing like you.....really? I beg to differ. And your in the way of my cooking , and I'm getting a burger."

"Now we have places to be.. you know before we both explode.. cause spontaneous combustion doesn't fit into my agenda"

*Tama wags his tail* " can I come with? pwease!"

"nope not this time kiddo.. There's just things I dont care to explain to you right now"

*Tamas ears lower and he tucks his tail between his legs* " fine, theres nothing to do, I watched all of dom's movies and dad's......"

"Well go bother someone or something.. Besides I have a feeling by the end of the day me and your dad are going to have alot of talking to do"

*Hana paws at tama* " Let's play tag.....and you're it." *hana bounces around the floor* " you can't catch me!" *Drew dusts himself off* " well let's hurry up we can get food on the way."

"If you knew what this day meant you wouldn't be in such a hurry"

" no, I'm just panicking and I thought you said we had to be there at a certain time."

"Not specifically but Jess is just I don't know compulsive if she thinks I'm too late it's dangerous for my health"

*Drew sighs* " let's go then....." *Drew puts his hand in tristans*

"Sheesh relax she won't hurt me... much."

" she won't hurt you at all."

"You say that now.. she's manipulative when she wants to be.."

" I'm not saying anything, I'm making a guarantee she won't cause if she can hit you and have the same strength she will be treated as an equal."

"Honestly are you that behind that you haven't figured it out by now.. She's nowhere near strong enough to hurt me if I didn't let her. She's just as human as any idiot on the street.. The only reason anything happened when I was 13 is because I was taught not to fight them.. and I took it a little too seriously.. I hate hurting people"

" i know you hate them....why do you let her hurt you? its ridiculous. You have all the rights to stop her... you don't have to use fists....you can use words and some force...but not where it would hurt her...You being hurt by all this since you were young...tears me up inside. is that so bad I have the urge to protect and coddle you? or make you feel like there is no way you could ever hurt again? I love you and I'm stupid sometimes.....but if you got hurt again.......what if I couldn't bring you out of it...what if anything i said...wasn't enough?"

"Believe me that day will never come. There's so much you don't know because I don't tell you. Despite how much you try to protect me you don't realize I do that same. More emotionally on your end though. I don't tell you alot of things because I'm scared you can't handle them"

*Drew bites his thumb and looks at him* " I blame myself for a lot of things, I mean after I left I thought i'd never have you in my life again and that'd you'd hate me. I used to look in the mirror and know that even if i was gay I was stuck married to a selfish woman. she didn't love me...and I realized who I was and without Dom's appearance in the world I don't think i could have realized how much I needed you. Its why I get emotional cause i wasn't here when you needed me. I made you feel alone."

"Honestly it hurts me more that you can't let that go than what you did.. You can't expect forgiveness where you can't even forgive yourself. I haven't blamed you in a long time and I won't start again now. There's things you still don't know.. about me and my issues.. me and Xander's relationship.. because despite what any of us like we still have one and always will.. not a romantic one but.. and I mean sheesh theres so many things I could tell you.. but I don't feel like I can until you get over the things you're holding in already"

" Actually it's not just me....My mom and i would fight about it and my dad. My whole family is out there to remind me of all the stupid shit I did. If i had the strength to forgive myself....i just need you sometimes to show me its okay to forgive myself." *Drew lowers his eyes*

"You just don't get it.. I can't show you that any more than I already do.. If I didnt forgive you it wouldnt be like this. I wouldn't love you the way I do.. I wouldn't let you hold me.. I wouldn't be with you. Maybe that talk is long overdue and nows the time to have it..."